I think it’s finally setting in that Cat’s not around. The past few days it hasn’t really affected me at all, but today I’ve felt really lonely, and all I’ve wanted is to feel her arms around me. On a scale of 1 to I miss Cat, I’d say I’m currently ranking about a 3. This could be a lot worse. I’m scared it could get worse, but I’m glad I’ve not spent the past few days sitting around my room doing nothing and just making myself upset. Work has been keeping me busy, but I think I need to see more of people. I should’ve gone out and done something tonight, seeing as it’s now my only full day off this week, but I didn’t really think about it until it was too late.

Anyone up for doing something, let me know. Here’s my rota for the next few week or so:
Fri: 5:30pm-midnight
Sat: 6pm-midnight
Sun: 6pm-midnight
Mon: 6pm-midnight
Tue: (– day off –)
Wed: (– day off –)
Thu: 1pm-midnight
Fri: 12pm-3pm and 5:30pm-midnight
Sat: 3pm-midnight
Sun: 1pm-midnight

I’m going to go waste my time playing computer games now. Because it’s something to do.